Yesterday brought tears to my eyes as I cried I sensed another release of pure utter scaredness leaving me …yesterday I told my older boy the sensitive child who battles his own demons of anxiety. .he had been asking around wanting to know why his mom acts this way so when I brought it up he listened tried guessing who the abuser was that made me angry but then tears came it was a relief for him he had always thought he was a result of my abuse from another man ..

My heart sank had I caused this worry to my sensitive child unnecessarily. .there was no knowing his thoughts but I could reassure him his our child and we love him ..and his not z result of my abuse thank god 😥