My friends have arrived back ,they rambling on why I need to remember past stuff but I push them away. .fuck knows they walk my journey for years along side me playing day and night with me as grew up in my younger years. .now they talk I know it’s them more so when stress gets me there rambling confuse me more and they won’t stop

I’m scared I’m confused I can’t talk about them …i don’t wanna know them!!!

I need Hannes now but Thursday is testing no therapy