for as long as i can remember, i have self-sabotaged. start a project and make it fail. or just fail to finish. anything that can prove my lack of worth.
it cropped up a few months ago on booksie.com; a site for aspiring authors. members there share their work and comment/critique each other’s work. i had a few finished books, several poems, and was getting nice reviews. too nice. i couldn’t handle it so i pulled all my files and left the site.
my latest observation is here – my blog.
ever since being asked to share my posts on another website i have suffered from an ever-decreasing motivation to write. what possible value could anything i write have for anyone? there is no way i can say anything that will help anyone else. after all, i can’t even help myself.
so if you’re one of the people who have…
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