is there?

survivor road

heavy, aching arms move
enough to fall on the arms of my chair

leaden fingers search out the keys
this is taking forever
as i spend more time correcting errors
than actually recording my thoughts

i am so tired
i’m not sure sometimes
how i get to work

walking down the hall
i trip over my own feet
or fall into the wall out of sheer fatigue

my eyes are dry
from lack of sleep

i tell myself if i keep pushing
maybe i’ll reach the place
where i simply collapse
unable to go further
and slip into the bliss
of unconciousness

i have no desire to “end it all”
or to harm myself
it would take too much effort
and i don’t possess the strength or drive

but if someone came to me
offering me a choice of life or no
though my hope
is some inner strength

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